Nine of Swords
Sitting up in the dark. The suffering is real and mostly happening in your head, which does not make it lighter.
Nine of SwordsMars in Gemini · Mithuna 2nd decanA figure sits up in bed with the face in both hands, nine swords hanging on the wall behind in the dark.
Sitting up in the dark. The suffering is real and mostly happening in your head, which does not make it lighter.
The worst of it passing, or the point at which you tell somebody.
Fear filling a silence. Ask instead of imagining.
You are catastrophising. Write it down and check it in daylight.
The Golden Dawn gave every card a planet, a sign or an element, and the Rider–Waite–Smith deck was drawn to that system. That zodiac is tropical. This site’s astrology is sidereal, roughly 24° away, so Nine of Swords being Mars in Gemini describes the card and not your chart.
